Rebecca

 

 

 

This color is about projecting ideas and beliefs onto people and then ‘over-compensating’ with ego. Ideas and beliefs are also a manifestation of ego but come from a place of inferiority, as in a place of fear and anxiety. So with this color, the message is that you really want to be honest about what are these ideas and beliefs about ‘people’. What are you subconsciously actually projecting onto people that triggers insecurities/inferiority within you, which you then react to with coping mechanisms that are a form of ‘defence’ against all these subtle ideas/beliefs?

 

Because, you are relating to ‘people’ from the starting point of and through this filter of ideas/beliefs, which cause you to not see people as equal with yourself, but more filtered through polarities that are a consequence of the ideas/beliefs in your mind. You don’t see/perceive/view people as they are but more as defined within this platform in your mind where you have these pre-made perceptions. So that’s what you want to get to the bottom of, as in what are the pre-made/prefabricated ideas/perceptions/beliefs existent in your mind  in terms of how you relate within yourself to ‘people’?

 

That’s your point of separation, as in where you separate yourself from another as yourself and where you are experiencing a disconnect and a struggle to really communicate effectively with people, as that filter in your mind is making it impossibly hard to relate with people on a ‘self’-level, in terms of having an inability to recognize yourself in another.

 

And the filter of beliefs/ideas is a ‘defence mechanism’ in itself, as a way to “safeguard” yourself from people and from your own fears. So what are some of the ideas  you can identify that might be causing that ‘separation’ from people? What is the ‘ego’ dimension there that’s at play?

 

These can also be ideas about yourself, like for example the idea that “I am not good at talking to people” or “I am not good at connecting with people”. So those kind of ideas become kind of a battle ground within yourself where you keep experiencing that you have to fight against your preordained opinion of yourself and preprogrammed experience of yourself as “inferior”  in the context of “talking to people”.

 

And those self-ideas then become projections of ideas onto others, where you may perceive or experience people as ‘not interested in what you have to say’ or ‘intellectually inferior’ or ‘communicationally challenged’ . You then experience a failure to connect, which is more a failure to connect with yourself because of the fear connected with the ideas you have of yourself.

 

So there’s a radical shift needed here, from ‘other people’ and how you perceive them, to more focusing on yourself and how you experience yourself and what those experiences are really based on. What ideas do you have of yourself and how are those ideas reinforced through what you project onto others? Back to the drawing board of ‘who you are’ when it comes to your interactions and communication with people – specifically looking at the dimension of ‘ideas and beliefs’ you have about yourself that make you feel inferior on some level in relation to people and interacting/talking with people. This in turn being connected with memories as well that you have not yet resolved within yourself. So that’s then some food for a Mind Construct perhaps as well. Which again revolves around the point of essentially bringing it back to yourself and being specific about all these components in and of your mind you haven’t yet looked at within specificity. A mind construct being especially supportive here with self-investigation of all these dimensions of memories and all the thoughts/feeling/emotion dimensions being triggered.