Beingness colors:
Brown
Beingness expression: Very
grounded, stable, unmistakably, undeniably here, like the earth, the
dirt and the ground is here. No positives, no desires, no 'frills'. Very
'in touch with' the simplicity, groundedness, stability,
uncomplicatedness of life. Not going into highs of energy/excitedness or
wants/needs/desires but being at peace with the simplicity of and as
earth/ground.
Unconditionally
supportive as the earth/ground. The embodiment of support and
simplicity as earth. An acceptance of self as the fabric of the
universe, the dirt and ground of and as earth as life, as that which
makes up life itself, that which is the very ground from which life
emerges.
External Support: Living room table (that which stands as the center point of 'support' within the living room)
Mind polar opposite: feeling
dependent on other people. creating that experience/perception of
'lack' of having foundation/support as represented within the mind by
'family' and 'relationships'. So the belief/perception of 'I have no
family/relationships so therefore I have no support/foundation in this
world or in myself', 'and therefore I cannot feel stable/at
ease/comfortable'.
By
accepting all those mind systems as beliefs, perceptions, reactions,
you allow yourself to 'undermine' your self-foundation - as you allow
yourself to 'fall' into the emotional experiences of loneliness,
lostness, lack of support, giving up, depression, sadness, despair.
From mind polar opposite to beingness expression: you'll
basically have to, in moments when you see yourself going into that
point of desire and want for relationships/family within and as the
belief that "to have relationships/family = support" and the emotional
experiences of loneliness, lostness, lack of support, sadness,
depression, giving up, despair - live the word support within and as you
as a living word, as a point of not accepting yourself to 'fall' into
the emotions and undermine your stability/foundation but remaining
stable in the face of what the mind brings up - where, the point
of self-support is the point of 'holding yourself up'/'holding yourself
together' rather than allowing yourself to fall apart when it comes to
emotions.
Purple:
Beingness expression: An
excitedness about expression. An appreciation for expression.
Celebrating expression. Making space, making room for expression to take
place and form. A nurturing, supporting and gentle guidance of
expression. A joy within watching expression form and take place. "I am
OK with simply being a point of support for life's expression to grow
and take shape." "I am the soil from which expression may grow and I
will nurture and nourish like the earth nourishes that which grows upon
it."
Nothing is left out. A warmness that is unconditional and unlimited.
External Support:
T-shirt(what I stand for and show of me to the world), Jacket(what I
represent as my living statement), backpack/briefcase (how I carry
myself)
Mind polar opposite:
non-involvement, non-participation as a suppression of self due to a fear of getting hurt.
Participating in self-judgment wherein you create the point of 'hurt' within yourself.
Support color:
Deep red
From mind polar opposite to beingness expression: So with this color being a 'support color' for you, specifically in relation to that experience of 'hurt' within yourself from which you suppress yourself, essentially it's about being more authoritive about what you accept and allow to exist within you.
To nurture and strengthen your self-relationship is to look inward at how you are treating yourself and to let go of all the experiences, thoughts and basically everything inside of yourself where you see that you are being hurtful, neglectful and abusive with yourself.
so it's essentially still about living the word support. to be more supportive with yourself, rather than allowing yourself to fall into emotional experiences wherein you 'hurt' yourself.
External support: socks (how I walk in this world)
so wearing socks in this color would be like making a statement and decision that 'how I walk in this world' is within placing my self-relationship first.
New Expression Color
Rosy pink
Not noisy or obnoxious, almost like it goes through you - like it doesn't scream at you but goes through you. There's a femininity as that ability a woman has to be extremely graceful that you sometimes don't even notice that she is supporting you, because she finesses her way through you. Within that, there is a 'self-standing'. It's like smoke, permeating everything, yet not giving any resistance or being demanding at all. In a way it's like the brown color in it's groundedness and undemandingness, yet with this color there is at the same time that softness and care and kind of 'feminine' support. To be fully here but still allowing others the center stage in some sense. There is a suppression of the 'self' that seeks attention and wants to feel important. A 'quieting of the ego'. Just like a contentedness with 'not being important' and 'not standing in the spotlight'.
Not so much about 'giving up on' importance but more about realizing that 'importance doesn't exist within 'what other people think of you' and 'other people's opinions of you' but to be important is to look at how you can 'matter' and what you can do and how you can apply yourself in a way that is going to be 'real'.
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